October 5, 2012
One thing that quickly becomes very apparent to anyone
living in a developing country, in particular in a rural area, is that you have
something of a celebrity status. By virtue of being such a novelty, one has to
become accustomed to near constant attention, often disturbance, caused by your
presence, which is firmly that of some being of another world, one that is
perfectly ok to stare at, announce the presence of loudly to any and all who
are within earshot, or engage in any number of behaviors which might be
sociably questionable with a member of one’s own race.
Here in Kenya, this relationship has taken on a new
significance, as the life of a “mzungu”, as the locals refer to a foreigner as,
has quite a strange dynamic. In the city it’s little beyond the occasional
stare, or in the case of areas more frequented by tourists, the call to the
touts to come and offer some sort of service, good, or just “friendship” with
an eventual price. In the rural farms where One Acre Fund works, there is quite
a different story however, as these areas have scarcely if ever had a mzungu
happen by and many of the people living there have never been to a city where
they might have a chance to spy one if they’re timing is right. The reaction to
seeing this mzungu then can be quite extreme, with loud exclamations, followed
by immediately turning to the person next to you to make sure they have seen as
well, almost as if to confirm that yes, this is really happening, there is
truly a mzungu RIGHT THERE, and we are looking at him!
Whenever I stop in one place, before long a crowd of
children appears, and rather than attempting to talk with me, or even making
any noise at all, they generally are fairly dumbstruck, staring silently as
they ranks fill up behind them, a quiet throng of onlookers who are content
merely to observe this mzungu, preferably from a safe distance of several feet.
To ameliorate the oddness of this situation, I will choose a point at which I
acknowledge them and then attempt to engage them in conversation. This inevitable
fails, often quite dramatically, as the children are simply too petrified to
respond. Upon addressing a large group, even in words they surely understand,
silence is the only answer, many inquiring eyes only widening slightly at the
unexpected turn of events (it speaks!). At this point, if a conversation (if it
can be called that) is really desired, one must resort to cold calling, picking
one to address directly, perhaps the tallest, in the hopes that he or she will
have become worldly enough in their extra years of schooling, or at the very
least studied a bit more English than the others. The reaction to this is
generally swift and involves the selected child backing away, and likely hiding
behind their nearest friend, if not dashing swiftly away to the safety of their
home.
Unsettling as this reaction may be, I’ve decided on an
analogy which I find fairly appropriate, and which at least gives my presence
and the strange attention is generates some sense of the absurd, which
alleviates my own anxiety and surely is close to how those on the observing end
view it as well. I’ve decided that the best way to represent this situation is
to imagine that I am Spiderman. This is not to say that I personally feel like
a superhero. Far from shooting web and climbing tall buildings, I am actually
significantly less advanced than the local population, at least when it comes
to physical survival. After greater than 30 minutes in the strong sun that they
work under all day, my skin will begin to blister and peel, painfully and
harmfully. If I stare too long without sunglasses in this same sun, my light
colored eyes will ache and the quality of my vision will deteriorate over time.
The water, the grass, and the air itself is full of such insects and organisms
that may easily harm me and cause me to fall sick for weeks, should I fail to
ingest several drugs that boost my system and make up for my own lack of
defense. So from this and more it is clear I consider myself not to be some
superhuman, but rather a human who is fairly lacking in comparison to the
average fellow of these parts. My status as Spiderman is more a function of how
strange Spiderman must seem, how unusual it would be to see him in the street,
and what mixture of fear and awe one might feel were one to encounter him in
person, after thinking so many years of him as more legend than actual man.
Even this seems to attribute a bit too much undeserved mystique, so I’ll
recalibrate the analogy ever so slightly: My status in Kenya is fairly
analogous to the status of a man, dressed in a large Spiderman outfit, were he
to travel around the rural United States.
The success of this analogy is its differentiation of the
reaction of children and of adults, for we all know the special place with
children hold superheroes like Spiderman, and the mild interest bordering on
indifference which is the attitude of most adults. Even an adult however,
seeing a man dressed in a large Spiderman costume, say in the parking lot of
Wal-Mart, or at the post office, will take notice. He may stare at this silly
outfit, turn to his neighbor and make some sort of joke at the costumed
character’s expense, or even call out “hey Spidey! How’s it hangin’?”, before
bursting into laughter. The occasional grown man, having been a profuse fan of
Spiderman in his youth, and still retaining something of that appreciation, may
greet the costumed man warmly, express his appreciation at the outfit, or, if
he’s still more of a fan than he’ll likely admit, jokingly thank the man for
“protecting the good citizens of this county”, ask after Mary Jane, or express
his anger at the Green Goblin’s latest maneuver.
It is in a similar way that adults react to the presence of
a mzungu in their neighborhood. All will take notice, many will do a
double-take, or stare a bit, while others will make sure to offer a greeting or
call out some amusing comment, most likely meant to mimic the way that mzungus
supposedly address one another. The elderly, even those who have not left their
village or encountered a mzungu for some time, if ever, will chuckle wryly to
themselves, no doubt reminding them of the time when they were young and used
to believe in such things, before of course, they realized that Spiderman was
just a funny man in Spandex, and Santa Claus was a something their parents did
for them.
Children, as you might imagine, have a different take on the
situation all together. A child in the US, upon seeing Spiderman, will likely
scream, become agitated and torn between running toward this admirable man of
fantastic powers, and running away from a human-spider who no doubt has the
ability to suck their blood and tie them up to hang from a tree or lamppost.
The somewhat older child, firmly immersed in the lore of Spiderman, will regard
this personage with more awe than fear, soaking in his presence and getting as
close as they dare so that they might see what the legendary Spiderman might be
up to in their community. Towards the older end of the spectrum, we have
children who are entering a period of maturity, who are rebelling against their
childhood obsessions, and are awakening to many of the harsh realities of the
world (i.e. Santa Clause doesn’t exist). These teenage boys and girls will want
to challenge the man in the Spidey costume, test him to see if he is real or
simply another one of these lies that adults enjoy constructing to fool the
naïve younger kids. This child will even speak to Spiderman, trying to prove
something perhaps to the other young ones gathered, show that he or she is not
in thrall to this false idol any longer. But still, because of the power of
Spiderman’s legend, because of all he represents, this child will likely remain
respectful, even shy, in a way he might not with a person dressed, say, in a
Barney or Elmo costume. Though he must prove his maturity by talking to him,
deep in his heart he still hopes that Spiderman is real, or that there’s still
the possibility for him to become something special, something out of the norm
for the ordinary world that he is fast becoming a part of.
So it is with the mzungu on the farm. The youngest children
are both fascinated and afraid, not knowing whether this strange creature is
for good or evil. The average child is mainly in awe content to stare and
ponder the improbability that such a figure, from their parent’s stories and
perhaps the few TV shows or movies they’ve seen, has come to their village, is
walking among them. The older child is also fascinated, but he or she will be
careful to show it less, to care less and treat this thing as less unusual,
though still he wonders, is curious, and will alternate between engaging in
conversation, or at least allowing himself to be engaged, and walking away, in
an attempt to show some indifference, to distinguish himself from the crowd of
fans gathered there.
So this is my lot. To sit in the passenger seat and drive
along the dirt paths and watch the disruption in my wake: A child in awe, a
group of school girls shouting, a man on a bicycle with a double take, a pair
of young men calling out in English, A pair of young boys surprised and then
whispering to each other. They are simply reacting as anyone would upon seeing
a man in a large Spiderman costume.
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